who am i?

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A girl who looks innocent on the outside but truly fiery inside.One who loves procrastinating,fell in love with lobsters dipped in melt butter, spaghetti with extra cheese, and not to forget crab accompanied with chilli shrimps. Her most fond weaknesses: a forgetful nature and a hopeless directions-giver even in places she's supposed to be familiar with.

Thursday, November 26, 2009

Bad day=bad mood

Wow!! time flies by so fast. A year has gone since i've started attending college. I HAte KTM i hate Ktm i hate KTM...It's such a nuissance being squeezed like a lemon ready for juicing. Goodness, it's only my third time taking it, and i'm already so sick and tired of it. Samuel, Mei Cheen, it's only now i understand your misery. Worse thing is, because i had not much place to actually stand on, i lost my balance and almost fell into a guy's laps..eewww!! Thank god, i found my balance back again.

Seriously, teenagers nowadays, can really be very disappointing. If they want pleasure or fun or trying something new, go pick up a sport and have all the fun they want. Why get involved in stupid stuffs like smoking, drugs and other vices??Just saw a 15 year old guy smoking like a chimney and that really makes me sigh...


hehe:> time to drool at these steaming hot bodies:> Jacob has the best ones... I am so looking forward to watch NEW MOON... p.s: and drool at jacob's body...Director, please remove the attention away from Robbert Pattinson.

Sunday, November 15, 2009

When luck turns its back on us

How i wish i could just lie down on the wide green pasture,look at the sky and think about nothing else. He has smiling eyes..eyes that captured my attention and the wistful expression on his face. Another eye candy for the pleasure of my eyes and all:>

At night,all is well, joined and united. When daylight comes, the stark reality that broken and hurtful feelings well up to the surface...like a wound open up again. Then again, this piece of furniture is so unique and functional:>

My heart lifted when my parents suggested a movie outing yesterday. Determined as we all were, we fought through the jam and reached Mid valley..And then we realise: there's no more parking. *lets out a great sigh*
That couldn't stop us three who wanted to see how the world would end in 2012, we headed off to tropicana city mall instead. Even a long line to the movie counter did not stop us and guess what?? There are no more tickets available for the movie we wanted:< *frowns even more deeply* Guess even God is against us in watching this movie.. or maybe maybe looking at the bright side, the world is not coming into an end after all??


Saturday, November 14, 2009

Disappointing trials results

could you believe this eye candy here is actually supposed to act as edward in the twilight saga??
His name is Gaspard Ulliel by the way.

Instead of this homeless guy here??
Robert Pattinson

My brother's wearing a bra strap.Oops! That was just a slip of my tongue. Haha it's actually his heart rate monitor strapped onto his chest.

Finally the DooMSday came, on Friday. Madam Chong was gonna give out our acccounting paper. Purposely took some cadbury sweets hoping the glucose could calm me down. Alas! the results came, and i lost my bet-(he'll get 89 or above for acc) to Soon Wei. The loser will have to spend the other two scoops of Haagen Daaz ice cream. There goes almost two days worth of pocket money for me!!

sigh.. I hate this feeling of anxiety each time we sit for any college exams or a levels exam. each results might jeopardise our future-joking.. just our scholarship. Anything works with money.. Money speaks louder than words.Don't you guys out there agree with me??

Someone described me as a skinny girl with shrivelled-looking shoulders.. IT IS AS IF I"M A WiltiNG PLanT!!! argh!! The cheek he has, that oops i forgot his name. How does a skinny girl like me get fatter without any adddition to the cellulite or fats i have on my body?? I did not ask for this.

This is crazy. I dreamnt about a guy i don't even really know twice last night. That day he asked me what song i wanted him to play for me with a guitar on his hand.. If only i'd say something and not let my curiosity roam around this way. Then maybe i won't have these sweet dreams. It's scaring me.

Happiness is like a butterfly which, when pursued, is always beyond our grasp, but, if you will sit down quietly, may alight upon you.
Nathaniel Hawthorne

Sunday, November 1, 2009

the cemetry calls


hm..i went to the cemetry yesterday...in the bright daylight of couse!! Who ever dares to walk through the silent valley up the hill with tombstones around them?? With the creepy wind sounds..and the hairs at the back of our necks standing... All sorts of images coming into our mind, white flowing figures whispering to us....it's all in the mind:> At least i hope so until i see one...
I spotted a broken tombstone..and wondered what really happened to it?? Unfinished business in the living world? Or avengers who can't get him since he has crossed over to the other side?? or is it that there is a killer lurking in the shadows...unsatisfied... My imagination ran wild.. curious as i am, i asked my aunt and was requested to shut my mouth..needless to say, it's superstitious??

see the hands of the dead reaching out to us....


Then my wise granny told me, perhaps.. they found that the feng shui there is not good for his soul. They might have dug out his grave to incinerate his body and keep his ashes elsewhere where he could lay in peace... hm... i wonder..oh i do wonder..is it really that way??What made them think the "feng shui" of that place ain't good?? The deceased haunted his living ones in their dreams??

pretty cool tombstone eh??